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11 Random facts

1. I am not nearly as motivated as I should be. All of the things I could have if I would just go out and get them. And I keep putting it off. School, better job, clean house, I have none of these things. And only myself to blame.

2. I have this extremely bad habit of thinking that no one would help me, even if I asked. Which is why I typically donapos;t ask. I wonder how many things would be easier for me if I would ask for help.

3. I have never felt beautiful. I canapos;t pinpoint exactly what it is that makes me feel that way. Every time someone tells me i am, I find myself wondering why they would lie like that.

4. I am 27 years old and I still havenapos;t decided what I want to do with my life. Iapos;m not interested in any of the big money making careers, like medicine and law. And nothing that I am interested in makes enough money to make it worth paying for the schooling.

5. I donapos;t have very much, but I find myself giving things away in an effort to make other people happy. Making other people smile makes me smile.

6. I am a horrible driver. I know it. I speed. I get angry. I drive aggressively. Watch out for me.

7. I have always wanted to travel. But I really canapos;t imagine living anywhere else but here. Iapos;ve thought about it. I could probably go for a couple months, maybe a year, but I bet Iapos;d probably come back. Everywhere you go, there will be problems associated with the location, the climate, the kind of people that live there. Iapos;m used to the problems we have here.

8. I like to think Iapos;m an artist, but I never like what I create enough to share it. I feel like I never have any good ideas. And when I do, someone else has already done it.

9. One thing Iapos;ve been told I do well is sing. But something keeps me from doing it. I donapos;t sing for anyone except my children and the inside of my shower.

10. I want to open a business. A bakery actually. I think it might actually do well. Who doesnapos;t like cookies? But Iapos;m so scared that Iapos;ll fail. It would mean quitting my job and putting all of my time and effort into making this work. I just donapos;t know if I have enough to give.

11. I have learned over the course of my life that I care about everyone else so much more than i care about myself. I will put myself in danger and pain to spare people that I care about. I give everything I have of myself away in hopes that someone will give something in return.
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